goodbye...

i think i'm just going to go only to myspace. and maybe facebook since everyone is telling me to go there. haha. so goodbye everyone here. T_T or actually, those of you that ACTUALLY check on mine here. lol. bye bye! ^_^

hit me up on myspace or in real life if ou wanna chat! ^_^

two months later....

A NEW ENTRY!!!! ^__^ WOOHOO!! JOHNNY LIVES!! HAHA!

well, last night, it was slow at the restaurant, up until around 8. when we close at 9:30....>_< but after 8 we got slammed, which was good i guess. and i still had fun just standing around talking to co wokers and the such. ^_^

even though on my way out of the kitchen through the swinging door i slammed my finger nail into a crack and peeled it back. T_T it was all bleeding on the inside and black and red. >_< good looking thing for my customers to notice as i take their orders and give their food. lucky for me they didn't notice.

however, it hurts like a motha right now. TT_TT but of course, that's the following morning. at...6:30...haha! i gotta admit though, the 95 dollar tip i made for the slow night was fairly decent. ^_^ even though i had to give 20 back to bussers and cooks...-__-;; but, alls well.

not to mention i'm getting payed today for the cunstruction work i'm about to help me papa with in the kitchen. we're taking out all the old cabinets, counters, sink, dish washer, stove top, and putting in all new ones of those. and i believe an island later. ^__^ woohoo! it's gonna be a pain on my poor peeled back finger nail. but money's money. ^_^;;

see some of you later tonight at bowling! woohoo!!

oh, and later today i gotta get my tires rotated, have the front tires aligned, and possibly by a new tire. cause, my front left tire has no more tred on it. which isn't good. AT ALL. haha, i've been doing too many attempted drifts for my poor honda. and peel outs on it. too much pullin of the E brake and the such. so it's just about a dead tire. >_< this is gonna suck. too many payments. haha, just did an insurance payment for my car too. man oh man, it's good i have two jobs. ya? haha!

music

hey all! how have you all been? lol it's been awhile. ya?

well, for those of you who actually still visit my site...uh, i have a question. does the music still work on my site? lol i'm not even sure. it's so old, i don't even remember how i got the music on here. hahaha!

i miss you all

man, there are so many of you on here that i haven't really talked to in ages. be it talking to you through xanga or myspace, phone or person. i miss you all none the less. i'll hopefully be in contact with you all somehow. ya? we should serious get some time to hang out again zeek. really, and emily? you live right down the street as we always say. T_T so i should find some time for that as well. amanda? you live in ford ord, my neighbor. and you're always with zeek and emily, (or to not make you seem the weekest link) as you're always with them, they're also always with you. so why don't i see any of you?!?! V_v oh well, and to all you others. seriously, im' sorry for my lack of communication. ableah. <_<;;

YOUR FRIEND

JOHNNY

one of the many things getting me down lately

YayKorea: haha yeah yeah...XD

YayKorea: dude, i'm not going to ****** for a long ass time

YayKorea: sorry to break it to ya

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: why not

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: ?

YayKorea: ******

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: ah...

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: what happened

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: ?

YayKorea: i dunno

YayKorea: i just can't seem to get it right with that one

YayKorea: i had it once...then i ruined it

YayKorea: and it's been fucked up ever since

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: so your gonna give up what you like to do and hanging with your bro, because of *****

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: =/

YayKorea: sadly, yes

YayKorea: it hurts me to be around her

YayKorea: it seriously hurts my heart

YayKorea: not like heartburn

YayKorea: but the...i dunno

YayKorea: ouch my heart kinda hurt

YayKorea: XD

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: i would appreciate it if you went, but if it hurts too much i gotcha

YayKorea: if that made any kinda sense

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: i think i got what you mean

YayKorea: dude, i saw her once tonight, and i nearly broke down. she like...doesn't even acknowledge me anymore

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: a stingy acid feeling in your chest, but it's not heart burn feeling though

YayKorea: haha...no

YayKorea: not what i mean

YayKorea: i mean, litearlly like...love hurt...which is why it hurts more, cause it confuses me. i doubt i'm loving her. unless it's friendship

YayKorea: people just don't understand, that i'm the type of person who doesn't express his love for his friends

YayKorea: and it ends up just hurting me

YayKorea: i dunno, like, i love ya to death bro, but i hardly show it

YayKorea: makin fun of ya and all that jazz

YayKorea: ^_~

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: dude, your one of the best guys i know

YayKorea: and i rarely make phone calls, let alone answer the phone

YayKorea: i don't keep up on myspace

YayKorea: i hardly invite people anywhere now

YayKorea: but i still love my friends

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: i understand

YayKorea: ***** is one of the friends i love most

YayKorea: but i don't think she gets that

YayKorea: and i can't' seem to put it in words to describe it to her

YayKorea: unless i just copy and paste this to her

YayKorea: it's just a horrible weakness of mine

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: welll bro for me i know that it's not you to bluntly to express how you feel, but yet there are times where its being shown you know

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: and it's just something that people have to look for

YayKorea: but she's not looking

YayKorea: and it's hard for me to get her to notice

YayKorea: god...XD

YayKorea: maybe i should just go over to her place one day

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: hmm...

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: well...

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: i'm seriously out of it right now

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: i just re typed over what i was saying like 4 times and then decide i was going nowhere with whatever i was typing haha

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: but i think i was trying to say is she's probably mad about a stupid thing, but she expects you to fix it

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: that's who she is

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: which isn't fair to you

†|ŦG|† Exquizit13™: or anyone for that matter